What do you expect from a guy in his 40ies who spent the last 7 years writing, recording, rewriting and rerecording the same songs over and over again? 
And I'm not even speaking of the countless "This mix sounds like horsesh*t and I gonna remix the whole album again"-situations plus all the jokes from my bandmates about the fact that we will never release anything because I will never be satisfied with anything On the other hand, I learned a lot about mixing that I would never have done otherwise, which is a good thing.
Anyway, I try to be objective when it comes to reviews of the mixes of our songs. But in the end you always get the band's perspective from me, and what you do with it is up to you. All I can provide is some insight that you won't get from anyone else
And I'm not even speaking of the countless "This mix sounds like horsesh*t and I gonna remix the whole album again"-situations plus all the jokes from my bandmates about the fact that we will never release anything because I will never be satisfied with anything
On the other hand, I learned a lot about mixing that I would never have done otherwise, which is a good thing. Anyway, I try to be objective when it comes to reviews of the mixes of our songs. But in the end you always get the band's perspective from me, and what you do with it is up to you. All I can provide is some insight that you won't get from anyone else